Life... Nowadays...

It's been a while since I have posted here and this time I am making no promises to post regularly.. just wanted to express my self.. you see this blog is supposed to be my reflection... anyways.. coming to the point.. I've been into many troubles lately.. I don't know why.. maybe I am getting dumber n dumber ... day by day.. may be it is this company I joined 2 years back.. I dunno what it is.. and ya.. lately.. I have not tested any kind of success professionally.. last time it was December 2007 when I got promoted.. but that's that was the last good thing that happened here.. in this dead city.. Hyderabad...as of this writing.. I am listening to a old song.. lovely.. reminds me of my teen years... I was used to be honest.. and straightforward.. now I am a bloody consultant.. I manipulate I am afraid.. what I breathe ... not remotely.. close to Honest and nothing is straightforward.. I think may be these are the signs that my time has ended in this Industry.. or I should start something new.. I am not able to understand.. as of now.. confused sate of mind... everything is so blurry... I don't know what I am doing.. anyways.. surviving this crisis... will not be a problem.. I am positive about everything in my life.. since last few years.. maybe this is happening for a reason.. maybe the reason is beyond my vision... but let's hope its for.. greater good.. see ya.. around then...